Feeling Triggered? Take a STEP back… CHILL & process. Then proceed with caution.

Why am I up at 1 am working on stepwork? Because after a really great friggin day and evening with my husband and our friend watching standup and just hanging out… I layed down perfectly happy to go to sleep and before I started to drift… my mind started to wander… and 5 wrong turns later I found myself planning a “hypothetical relapse plan of … Continue reading Feeling Triggered? Take a STEP back… CHILL & process. Then proceed with caution.

To all my friends still struggling with addiction:

If you are one of my friends from my dope days and you’re reading this and still in active addiction ive got 3 things to say to you. Please understand where I’m coming from and know that I’ll never ever judge you… because I was there too. 1. Please Do NOT dm me asking to party, sell me drugs, looking for drugs, looking for a … Continue reading To all my friends still struggling with addiction:

SOBRIETY UPDATE – 5 MONTHS 2 DAYS :)

Since I’ve hit my 5 month mark… I figured I’d share a bit of my progress. The top 3 photos are all taken last year from like jan – august top left is nye 2018 middle is at one of my lowest points…note trackmarcks and bruises on my neck… and the right top corner was taken the week before I decided to get clean. The … Continue reading SOBRIETY UPDATE – 5 MONTHS 2 DAYS 🙂

Things I’ve learned in renovation rehab.

A few things my camper renovation rehab project has taught me: 1.you dont NEED a man … BUT sometimes it’s super awesome to have your dad around to offer a helping hand. 2. If you’re unsure if something will fit. Measure it. Ya got that? Did u write it down? No? Measure it again. Are you using a real tape measure or just your arms … Continue reading Things I’ve learned in renovation rehab.